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SINister NeXus - Suicide

from Dream Catcher by ISD

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Verse 1 - E Luv
Man I'm neither trained nor in the mood for this bullshi-
Mo'fu--er on the other line, stressed out - straight trippin'
He's havin' all these fu--ed up thoughts of committin' suicide
Used to think, he was too much of a bitc- to take his own life
He's got the knife, long gone off the pills - emotions twisted
Sounds so distant, fu--er must've downed the whole prescription
He never listened - I race out the kitchen and head for the car
Celly's charged, with this fool on the other end soundin' bizzare

Tryin' to maintain got my boy livin' straight depressed
Somehow, he just couldn't get that stress off his fu--in' chest
Drive fast, gotta keep him talkin' about this and that and
Fu--in' coward, why didn't you address the motherfu--in' problem
Instead of runnin', complainin', blamin', drinkin', smokin', druggin'
Callin' me all out my name and it's equally a da-n shame when
Old friend, I really did care, but you selfishly said fu-- mE
Tryin' to live out your suicide like it was a fu--in' fantasy


Verse 2 - Gutted Babies & Pretty Rainbows
I never really thought that I would kill myself
Til that day came, suicide was only a fantasy
I remember coming home, feeling so depressed
I filled the bath tub with water
And I laid in the warm liquid
I took the knife and slit my wrist
Til that point, suicide was just a fantasy
And my body drifted away
Suicide, was just a fantasy
Suicide, just a fantasy

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from Dream Catcher, released May 29, 2005

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As Def Mute Records' first non-Buffalo Grove artist to ever be signed to the label, he came with an experimental flare which defined his musical style.

The poetry of the lyrics always held a deeper meaning to him than was ever let on, but others were always welcome to draw whatever they could from it. ... more

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